It's roughly 5 o'clock in the AM.
August 6th, 2009.
I'm wide awake, my hands are shaky for no apparent reason, and I kinda have this feeling like something has bottomed out into my stomach. Whatever it is, it's just sitting there, constricting my ability to get any sleep whatsoever.

I just want to say, it's heartbreaking to know when things have to change. Even if the change is in your best interest, it just sucks to turn the page and start the next chapter. It's a confusing and vulnerable time. At first you don't know what to do, shortly thereafter you find everything settling into place, things become easier. Before you know it, it's that time again. You start the same cycle over again.

Life is weird eh?
It'll really keep you up at night sometimes.


I'm going to Kings Island this weekend.
Then I have the week off of work, where I will be crossing one of my life goals off the list I have accumulated over the years.

I'll be seeing blink-182.
You don't know how goddamn awesome it makes me feel to say that.